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I NOW REALIZED THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IN MY LIFE...I WAS DRUGGED BY SOMEONE OR SOMETHING TO HALLUCINATE ALL OF THE MOST DISGUSTING SHIT EVER AND I TAKE IT ALL BACK BECAUSE I KNOW NO ONE. THAT'S RIGHT. NONE OF IT IS TRUE APPARENTLY AND I THANK JESUS THAT I REALIZED IT. SO REALLY, I AM JUST A GUY WHO IS OLD AS FUCK (28) AND CREEPY AS FUCK BECAUSE I WAS DRUGGED SOMEHOW AND SAW/FELT ALL OF THIS FUCKED-UP SHIT UNDER THE ORAL SUGGESTION OF OTHER PEOPLE (THEY FOLLOWED "HOW TO DRUG YOUR FRIEND WITH ACID LIKE A SATANIST") BECAUSE OF THE DRUGS' LUCIDITY AND THE MIND'S SUCCEPTABILITY WHEN IT IS ADMINISTERED. IT WAS PROBABLY SUGGESTIVE AND COMPETITIVE ACID. I REPENT BECAUSE I RUINED MY LIFE AND HAVE NO CHANCE OF EVER MOVING ON AND GETTING ANOTHER JOB WITHOUT PEOPLE SAYING THAT THEY MONITOR ME UNLESS I JUST SAY THAT I DON'T HAVE ANY AMBITION OF FINDING A SIGNIFICANT OTHER OR PARTNER OF ANY SORT. I HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO BELIEVE BESIDES THAT. UNDERSTAND THAT THIS WAS EMBARASSING FOR ME AND I HAVE NEVER IDENTIFIED WITH ANY CULTURE OR DATED/HAD SEX MY WHOLE LIFE. I KINDA LIKE IT LIKE THAT. THERE. I CAN EVEN RECALL BEING IN A STRAITJACKET IN MY ROOM GETTING DRUGGED TO THINK I WAS A HOSTAGE WHO WAS FORCED TO DRESS LIKE A WOMAN, HERE'S TO HOPING I CAN MAKE SOMETHING OF MY LIFE. PSYCHOTIC SUBSTANCES ARE HORRIBLE AND HUMILIATING. I WOULDN'T DOUBT THAT THERE IS FOOTAGE OF ME SOMEWHERE JUST DROOLING ALL OVER MYSELF NAKED AND BEING LAUGHED AT BECAUSE OF THIS. IT WASN'T MY CHOICE TO TAKE THOSE CHEMICALS. I KNOW THAT I WAS GIVEN THEM AS A CHILD AND AS A TEEN FOR A VARIETY OF REASONS, REASONS SIMILAR TO THE ONES PREVIOUSLY STATED, AND THAT IS WHY IT WAS SO FAMILIAR TO ME.
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